As it IS. A journal by Adwait D

Boys who like girls for who they are,
Gloomy bars, And a girl who can drive a car,
A wife who never screamed at her husband and kids,
A college grad who never saw a porno vid.
But who am I to blow the lid?

Open your eyes, to realize, that all you ever heard or saw were lies,
In a matrix, where ignorance's bliss, there are lows and there are highs.
And though I'm a pot addict, and my mind's slightly twisted,
I can tell the truth from lies, and the things that never existed.

I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst...

...and then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life.